Life .

Assalamualaikum !

hey hai peeps ! sihat ? long time no see huh ? biase , everyone ade life masing masing yang busy memanjang dan memenatkan . such a tired day , even hanya tidur , makan , minum , tidur balik . every single things yang kita buat , we needs energy that use muscle , that's why penat , letih and segala bagai .

oke peeps , how was was your life doing in this January ? mine was great ! maybe not very , but everything went smooth and perfect as planned . all the sorrow and tristful , i've ignored and settled them down ! yeah , and it's worked ! but sometimes , when they get worst , the best thing to do was just i kept myself quiet . as the psychologist said , stay quiet is the best way to avoid problem . and for those who noticed , lately i loved to play that bubble thing . we blew on them , the bubble went out and away to the sky . oh , how perfect . that was just another thing i did when i confront with a big problem . the bubble took away all the problem i faced alone . one other thing to do was , balik prep malam , terus hempap badan atas katil , tidur dengan nyenyaknya , a warn to everybody , LEAVE ME ALONE ! oh maii teruk kan ? but setakat nii aku tak pernah buat laa . or have i did that and i forgot ? oke ask my roomate please , they maybe know .

adik adik tau tak ? haha sangai gile aku . hari tuu , aku TERKENA . i dont really sure it was me or there was another girl at the lower level , but there was none girl pun dekat aras bawah masa tuu . so , i bet it was me laa kan ? perasaan yang cepat perasan ni pun berbisik , they are talking about you , ain . bangga cepat ! haha terima kasih laa kan . puii , chill laa kawan . aku tak cari masalah dengan kau , so kau better jangan cari masalah dengan aku . it's not a good thing tau kalau aku da membalas balik . i can do more *senyum-jahat* . eh tapi kenapa ek ? kita lepak lepak jea kan before nii ? aku tak kacau kau , kau tak kacau aku . then why suddenly ? oh aku tau kenape , kau terfikir kan aku kan ? haha muntah cepat . basuh sendiri , kau da matang . otak ada , pakai kawan . dekat sekolah pun kita didedahkan dengan Kursus Kemahiran Berfikir tu , aplikasikan laa . there's PMI , CAF , APC , FIP , C & S , OPV that we can use for in our everyday life . membazir jea 1.2 juta yang MARA spend kalau kau as budak MARA sendiri tak pakai KKB from Edward De Bono nii .

what happening to me ? aku tak rasa geram or marah pon bila kau buat macam tu . sakit hati tuu , lagi laa tak . hati aku , well-conditioned jea . sentiasa stay dekat tempat dia . it had been taught to be strong in everytime . aku memang ade mencarut masa aku report dekat kawan aku , but then aku senyum , bole gelak gelak lagi after that sebab terkenangkan kau yang sungguh sungguh tak matang dalam buat keputusan to satire on someone . cukup laa kawan , kau tak penat ke buat macam tuu ? dah ramai kan manusia yang kau kenakan ? repent , jaga tepi kain sendiri suda laa . tak payah sibuk hal orang lain . balik kampung tanam jagung pun brilliant idea jugak !

nak cakap apa lagi ek ? oh yea , aku rasa aku da tersuka dekat seorang guy yang berasal dari batch sendiri , oh ape nii ain ? batch sendiri tak cool bebeh . tapi aku tak tau laa , that feeling tenggelam timbul tenggelam timbul dekat permukaan laut , tetap tak nak tenggelam tenggelam , haha . eh jangan salah faham dulu ehh , aku TERSUKA . TER is satu perbuatan yang tidak disangka sangka dan datang tanpa dikehendaki , ia datang secara tiba tiba . so , dont get it mistaken . aku pun kalau jumpa dia rasa macam lepak jea , like nothing was coming through . siap bole tegur tegur lagi , hoho :O yeah bebeh , berani . yang kelakarnya tuu , his ex were one of my many friends . dia da bagi kelulusan lagi . siap cakap , ain go on jea la dgn dia . terkejut mak ai ! but i dont belive those words , aku tau kau jealous , syg . aku kenal kau dah lame , eventhough aku tau 3 years is not enough untuk kenal hati budi masing masing , but i thought i have known you well . mulut memang cakap macam tuu , but i know your heart , babe . rilex syg , aku masih ade otak dan akal fikiran yang waras utk kawal diri dari perasaan ni , where aku rasa aku akan khianat kau . in this world , it's not just a beetle who strive for his life . there's many other , with many type of it . and i'll find one among them . the best for me . but babe , if some day everything goes wrong and going beyond from what i say today , please lempang aku masa tuu so that i know , aku da betray kau .

nii satu lagi weird feeling dalam diri . perasaan yang aku da matured . like , ' oh kau gila eh doe ? pangai maseh cam budak budak ade hati cakap diri tu da besa gedabak . please seda diri doe . pengalaman kau da ade , masa jea belum . those two things akan buat kau matang nanti , caye ah doe . ' *muka-serius* . bila jadi hal macam nii , i know i should ignore my excess and fix my inadequacy more , to be a better person :)